Man, it's been over two weeks since I posted anything on here. I don't want to fall on my old ways, and remain ignorant toward my beloved blog and to anyone out there who has actually caught on. First and foremost, Happy New Year! I know, it's already the 9th, and I'm sure most of you have broken your resolutions already.
I broke one of my resolutions today. I drank Diet Coke. Yeah, I had a soda. I said I wasn't going to drink soda anymore, but it's okay if I drink it every once in a while. It's a better addiction than, say... crack, or cigarettes. Nice analogy, eh? It was with this Diet Coke meal that I ate McDonald's. For those of you who used to read the old Shawn Report, you know that I was a Regular at McDonald's the same way I was at the Tally Ho. I'm glad that craving has passed, along with the craving to smoke.
So yes, this blog continues to remain random for the New Year, just like it has always been.
My New Year has been pretty good, so far. I've realized, over time, that I don't like to make grand resolutions anymore... because I don't want to let myself down. I've stuck to a few resolutions, to some extent, but never fully. It was only when I randomly decided I would no longer smoke cigarettes... did I actually quit. It wasn't a resolution, it was a spur of the moment thing on the way back from Arizona.
But let's forget about resolutions, and talk about the holidays. It was definitely great to be home for over a week, and spend a lot of time with my friends and family. I do miss the old neighborhood, but it's still great being able to do my own thing over here in New York. I really enjoy it and I'm really excited to be taking a class this semester at Stony Brook University. I miss school, I really do... and it's in realizing that I can't really get any further with my degree, that I return to take classes. While I'm not officially accepted for the Fall, I've pretty much completed the entire application except for the essay.
The ESSAY!
I haven't written any kind of essay in over five years. Sure, I write permanency reports for my foster kids; I've written biopsychosocial assessments for other clients; I've ever written grants. But writing an essay for the sheer fact that I NEED to write an essay, to get into school, that's.. intimidating. But after this weekend, it'll hopefully be said and done with. I'm taking this holiday that celebrates Martin Luther King, to crank out this essay.
When I was discussing this with my future mother-in-law, I told her of the fact that I didn't like to write about myself. She mentioned the fact that I used to have a blog, where all I did was write about myself. Little does she know, I still write a blog... where all I do is write about myself.
Hmph. Dilemma solved. Now if I could only take the essence of this little blog we may call "The Shawn Report," and transcend it into this ultimate essay that speaks about my personal goals and dreams, while tying in my opinions on social welfare... then we're set.
I hope.